it's late and i have only 6 hours to sleep.

one thing i wanna write before i sleep.
my family has these resolutions that we write at the beginning of each year.Then we seal them up and open it after the year has past.We then check if we have done these things that we resolved to do. and these were my resolutions for the past 2 years

2008
Get a GPA of 2.8
Get a girlfriend
Work for at least 4 months
Make8 new friends

2009
Watch the Wrestler
Better Cardio
Like NS
Be something that people lookto and say wow

At the bottom of the page it writes "Merry belated Xmas and a new year to you Terence Tan"and"And you can do the same thing if you please"

The reason why i'm writing this on my blog and not my journal is because i feel like...i don't want to hide anything.I have done things that embrass me to no end but i want to be honest.
Let's be honest.

blogging from the nlb

I'm at NLB now,gonna study after i write this entry. This is written for remembering.
I just had a beer at SMU's cafe. The feeling of an ice cold beer and just watching the world go by is really amazing. I could do that all day long.

So wat has been happening in my life?
-Failed my driving
-Did my first weekend duty
-BARON DRINKING
-working

LOL 4 points WISH I COULD DO THAT IN MY PRESENTATIONS
my mom's taking a sewing class instead of her bible study class.Sigh
On one hand i support her cause i think it'll really get her to mix around with others instead of just staying at home.And plus she doesn't like her bible study class.Says she doesn't feel it.
That's where i don't approve.Cause i think there are times where i don't feel it but i try my best to do my best.And she's halfway through the course,3 years already. There are times when i don't really feel like i believe in god.esp when i wanna do stuff.but i know he's there. it's like being loved i guess. although they act like they don't love you,really they do? This should be understood in the asian context,esp if your parent was a typical chinese parent. TCP

Maybe i'm typing gibberish.

doo doo da

I've so many freaking things i wanna do. And on the other hand i've got my studies and work. Work from 9-6 then home i'm supposed to be studying.Then i've got my workouts i need to do.
Sometimes i really wish there was someone to order me to do this and do that,so that i don't have to figure out what to do for myself.Haha.Maybe that's how i wanna live life.Not thinking so much but more doing. Kinda mindless.

While area cleaning,i realised that one of the doctors listens to Gyspy Kings! hahaha wa.good taste in music.
work is boring and i have no time for chit chat but the people around me are good. :D

first time at zirca last week.rebel was TOO fucking crowded for a sat night. No space to move or dance. Zirca was ok and i would liked to have stayed there longer.first time i saw a girl go down on a guy. like 0_o haha. Hahah shit i think drink too fast.finished a baron in 3 breaths. too fast man.
I really like clubbing man.chiong ah.chiong

Oh btw i won't be writing down workout logs here anymore (thunderous applause from the 5 people who still read my blog) hehe
good night all

Fabled angst machine

Can i sing a song for you?
Or maybe do a trick or two?
Would you be afraid?
Stay a while, you make me smile
Don't leave me here without someone
Would you be afraid?
Take out the fabled angst machine, and let me in
Under the circumstances man, I'm not so keen
Can I sing a song for you?
Or maybe do a trick or two?
Would you be the same?
Stay a while, you make me smile
Don't leave me here without someone
Would you be the same?

Today was a good day!

WELL. Summary of today i had a really good day, went down to SMa to pay for my school fees.lol i went down to bugis in my morning clothes and unbrushed teeth and unwashed hair.

Starting school soon. I really have to work hard. my last 2 mods didn't turn out as well as i liked it to be.Sigh.And it's mass comm modules,things that i'm majoring in.

After that, came back and had lunch alone at market. It was a beautiful afternoon.Hot,clear skies,brightest bluest sky i'd ever seen before. Walked around cause i didn't want to waste the afternoon and went for a garage sale. bought 4 glasses,2 books and a VERY NICE BAG!
I wanted to buy a vase but the owner broke it.ARGH

I'm a complete sucker for beautiful things,especially glass.

Then timothy called me down to Plaza singapore for a workshop by a bassist. WAH the bassist name was wendy phua. SHE IS HOT AND SHE CAN PLAY DAMN GOOD MUSIC HAHAHAHA

I like very much.hahah.
This post is very point form as i'm going out to club soon and i'm late to meet my guys.
It's been a great day and it looks like it's gonna be a good night.
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workout log 11-6-09

squats
5x75kg
5x80kg
2x5x90kg
3x3x102.5kg
8x90kg

Monkeying around power rack

workout log 29-11-09

squats
80kgx5
80kgx5
90kgx5
90kgx5
102.5kgx4

Press
40kgx5x4

Rollout from feet into static plank
6x pause as long as i can

Screwing around in the squat rack lol

Things that happened this week.
-COMMERIAL LAW
WHAT IS AN OFFER? WHAT IS A CONTRACT? ANS:CONTRADICTIONS MADE INTO ENGLISH
TOM IS A MANAGER.TOM HIRED PATTY TO WORK FOR HIM.UNFORTUNATELY TOM HAS NO LEGAL POWER TO HIRE PEOPLE.TOM REFUSES TO PAY PATTY
HOW WOULD YOU ADVISE PATTY? ANS:WHY DIDN'T YOU ASK HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE IF YOU COULD BE HIRED.
GOD I HOPE I DON'T FAIL.

-Clubbing
We pangsehed one guy hahahah.Oh and i love house.the beat is super great. I didn't know they had salsa dancers,those in fishnets and peacock feathers during house nights at zouk.Should have gotten a kiss from them hahahahhahahaha.Their lipstick is like permanent mark thick

-Accidentally cancelling my test practical date.
Wah majorly pissed off. And the person in the SSDC REFUSING TO HELP ME. I wanted to throw him out of the window.FLAT OUT REFUSE.NO SYMPATHY AT ALL. Maybe if i was a girl with a low cut dress,then he would have made some form of eye contact.

-Intro to mass comm
Lecturer is good.Very slack guy lol.I like the way he praises the class in his snide way hahah. He says things like "I appreciate that comment" "very good development of that idea" in a very monotonous voice.lolol.Oh and he's from nus political science. future career possiblity for you alex? hahaha

ok off the studying