it's late and i have only 6 hours to sleep.

one thing i wanna write before i sleep.
my family has these resolutions that we write at the beginning of each year.Then we seal them up and open it after the year has past.We then check if we have done these things that we resolved to do. and these were my resolutions for the past 2 years

2008
Get a GPA of 2.8
Get a girlfriend
Work for at least 4 months
Make8 new friends

2009
Watch the Wrestler
Better Cardio
Like NS
Be something that people lookto and say wow

At the bottom of the page it writes "Merry belated Xmas and a new year to you Terence Tan"and"And you can do the same thing if you please"

The reason why i'm writing this on my blog and not my journal is because i feel like...i don't want to hide anything.I have done things that embrass me to no end but i want to be honest.
Let's be honest.

blogging from the nlb

I'm at NLB now,gonna study after i write this entry. This is written for remembering.
I just had a beer at SMU's cafe. The feeling of an ice cold beer and just watching the world go by is really amazing. I could do that all day long.

So wat has been happening in my life?
-Failed my driving
-Did my first weekend duty
-BARON DRINKING
-working

LOL 4 points WISH I COULD DO THAT IN MY PRESENTATIONS
my mom's taking a sewing class instead of her bible study class.Sigh
On one hand i support her cause i think it'll really get her to mix around with others instead of just staying at home.And plus she doesn't like her bible study class.Says she doesn't feel it.
That's where i don't approve.Cause i think there are times where i don't feel it but i try my best to do my best.And she's halfway through the course,3 years already. There are times when i don't really feel like i believe in god.esp when i wanna do stuff.but i know he's there. it's like being loved i guess. although they act like they don't love you,really they do? This should be understood in the asian context,esp if your parent was a typical chinese parent. TCP

Maybe i'm typing gibberish.

doo doo da

I've so many freaking things i wanna do. And on the other hand i've got my studies and work. Work from 9-6 then home i'm supposed to be studying.Then i've got my workouts i need to do.
Sometimes i really wish there was someone to order me to do this and do that,so that i don't have to figure out what to do for myself.Haha.Maybe that's how i wanna live life.Not thinking so much but more doing. Kinda mindless.

While area cleaning,i realised that one of the doctors listens to Gyspy Kings! hahaha wa.good taste in music.
work is boring and i have no time for chit chat but the people around me are good. :D

first time at zirca last week.rebel was TOO fucking crowded for a sat night. No space to move or dance. Zirca was ok and i would liked to have stayed there longer.first time i saw a girl go down on a guy. like 0_o haha. Hahah shit i think drink too fast.finished a baron in 3 breaths. too fast man.
I really like clubbing man.chiong ah.chiong

Oh btw i won't be writing down workout logs here anymore (thunderous applause from the 5 people who still read my blog) hehe
good night all

Fabled angst machine

Can i sing a song for you?
Or maybe do a trick or two?
Would you be afraid?
Stay a while, you make me smile
Don't leave me here without someone
Would you be afraid?
Take out the fabled angst machine, and let me in
Under the circumstances man, I'm not so keen
Can I sing a song for you?
Or maybe do a trick or two?
Would you be the same?
Stay a while, you make me smile
Don't leave me here without someone
Would you be the same?

Today was a good day!

WELL. Summary of today i had a really good day, went down to SMa to pay for my school fees.lol i went down to bugis in my morning clothes and unbrushed teeth and unwashed hair.

Starting school soon. I really have to work hard. my last 2 mods didn't turn out as well as i liked it to be.Sigh.And it's mass comm modules,things that i'm majoring in.

After that, came back and had lunch alone at market. It was a beautiful afternoon.Hot,clear skies,brightest bluest sky i'd ever seen before. Walked around cause i didn't want to waste the afternoon and went for a garage sale. bought 4 glasses,2 books and a VERY NICE BAG!
I wanted to buy a vase but the owner broke it.ARGH

I'm a complete sucker for beautiful things,especially glass.

Then timothy called me down to Plaza singapore for a workshop by a bassist. WAH the bassist name was wendy phua. SHE IS HOT AND SHE CAN PLAY DAMN GOOD MUSIC HAHAHAHA

I like very much.hahah.
This post is very point form as i'm going out to club soon and i'm late to meet my guys.
It's been a great day and it looks like it's gonna be a good night.
:#

workout log 11-6-09

squats
5x75kg
5x80kg
2x5x90kg
3x3x102.5kg
8x90kg

Monkeying around power rack

workout log 29-11-09

squats
80kgx5
80kgx5
90kgx5
90kgx5
102.5kgx4

Press
40kgx5x4

Rollout from feet into static plank
6x pause as long as i can

Screwing around in the squat rack lol

Things that happened this week.
-COMMERIAL LAW
WHAT IS AN OFFER? WHAT IS A CONTRACT? ANS:CONTRADICTIONS MADE INTO ENGLISH
TOM IS A MANAGER.TOM HIRED PATTY TO WORK FOR HIM.UNFORTUNATELY TOM HAS NO LEGAL POWER TO HIRE PEOPLE.TOM REFUSES TO PAY PATTY
HOW WOULD YOU ADVISE PATTY? ANS:WHY DIDN'T YOU ASK HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE IF YOU COULD BE HIRED.
GOD I HOPE I DON'T FAIL.

-Clubbing
We pangsehed one guy hahahah.Oh and i love house.the beat is super great. I didn't know they had salsa dancers,those in fishnets and peacock feathers during house nights at zouk.Should have gotten a kiss from them hahahahhahahaha.Their lipstick is like permanent mark thick

-Accidentally cancelling my test practical date.
Wah majorly pissed off. And the person in the SSDC REFUSING TO HELP ME. I wanted to throw him out of the window.FLAT OUT REFUSE.NO SYMPATHY AT ALL. Maybe if i was a girl with a low cut dress,then he would have made some form of eye contact.

-Intro to mass comm
Lecturer is good.Very slack guy lol.I like the way he praises the class in his snide way hahah. He says things like "I appreciate that comment" "very good development of that idea" in a very monotonous voice.lolol.Oh and he's from nus political science. future career possiblity for you alex? hahaha

ok off the studying

motel hotel holiday inn

workout log 20-11-09
squats
70kgx5
80kgx5
90kgx5
90kgx5
105kgx4 (WAH SIAN)

gymnastic stuff? can't remember lol

workout log 21-11-09
swinging dips
20sec x 5 reps

tucked v sit
4x3

front tuck lever->straight body forward->straight body back->straddle back lever->pull through
3 sets 2 mins rest each

workout log 22-11-09
front squats
6x3x80kg

press
5x3x40kg

pullups
3x10

korean dips
2x10

human flags
4x2

beginner tick tock
2x4

I know some people are quite put off by this(hahah mandayyyyyy) but yea :D this is me and what i do. I'll blog about my day proper later!

8-11-09 workout log

squats
5x70
5x80
5x90
5x90
2x102.5 (failed at third rep)(Lost my concentration!)
8x90kg

press
5x3x40

played football with friends

30-10-09

Squats
70x5
80x5
95x5
90x5
105x1 (failed 2nd rep)
105x0
90x8


Front squat
80x1
80x1
80x1
80x1

Superset
Front tuck lever
5x3

i went driving today. My instructor was the old guy, can't rememember his name, ng something. I learnt parallel parking and revised my driving. 4 more lessons then exam.
Funny,the first few time i met him,i really hated the guy. Really bloody naggy and damn rude. But i got along with him the next few times. :) He's a nice guy. Can't remember how we managed to get along tho. I wish i remembered. It's these things that are really important. Cause we made the connection and i forgot how we made it work.

Then mahjong at timos house and off i went to meet my mom. :)
We walked around amk hub and she bought some shirts and pants. :)
We had a really really good time although we did nothing but talk about how that shirt doesn't look nice on my mom and walk around ntuc. well at least i did.

some pictures of my aunt and her bf in new caldonia




the guy is called caustad and the bitch is called dora

workout log 17-10

squats
70kg x 5
80kg x 5
100kg x 5
100kg x 5
100kg x ? (failed on the 3 or 4th rep)
90kg x 5

Press
40 x 4 x 4

gymnastic work

i'm just gonna list out somethings i remember about this week
-a guy holding his gf bandaged hand
-class this week
-The girl waiting for her boyfriend in the dark
-The 3 kids under the light post

workout 9-10-09

very rushed today,went came 630? had to leave at 740

squats
60kg x 5
80kg x 5
100kg x 5
90kg x 5
100kg x 3 failed 4 rep

lololol teck bun is my saviour otherwise i'd kena crush under the weight

military press

40kg x 6 x 3

I haven't really written anything in this blog that vaguely resembles anything like what my life has been like. People usually blog about their days, what they felt, the experiences that they've been through or the bitchy thoughts that goes through their mind. Hhahahah.

I guess the reason why i started this blog is to give people a glimpse into my life.cause i really don't talk about much. it just seems terribly rude and obnoxious to suddenly just blurt out about something that happened to you and then talk about it with your friend.

well it does seem that way to me.haha.

School was good. I wasn't the studious apple polishing(come to think of it,some people clean their apples with spit) class monitor but i paid attention to the lecturer as she taught. i really enjoyed sitting in a class and cramming like hell. I was freaking worried for the exam as we had only 3 lessons and nothing else except for the study guide for assistance. On the day of the exam i really thought i was going to fail because i couldn't regurgitate all the information.Really truly.

I really wish i could phrase it in such a nonsensical way that would make you laugh and understand perfectly what i meant. My friend alex could do in perfectly. she dressed like a preppie/goth/indie/confused manner. but what a ferocious intelligence.

Anyway,school this thurs sat sunday. That means no hot girl on sat and no serangoon garden visit on sun. D:

ok food is digested. time to exercise

workout log

squats
4x95
4x95
3x95 failed on 4rd rep
2x95 failed on 3rd rep
0x95 failed
0x95 failed

Press
3x5x40kg

Gymnastic work
Soccer

workout log

16-09-09
Pullup to one legged front lever (5sec)
6x2

17-09-09
Front squat
1x80kg
2x80kg
2x80kg
1x80kg
3x80kg
2x80kg
1x80kg
3x80kg (last rep failed)

Deadlift
3x3x100kg

Swinging dips
8x5

Human flag negatives

workout log

6-09-09
straddle human flag
4x5
swinging dips
3x10
CANNOT REMEMBER

7-09-09
pullups to single leg front lever (5sec)
2,2,2

20 dips

single leg squats
5x5

8-09-09
Straddle human flag
4x3

Single leg squats
2x10

QDS pushups beginner
2x6

Muscle up practice
2x4

Wall runs
10 mins

Happiness in an email

Dear Students,



Please take note that the bridging class commencing on Thursday (10 Sep 2009) will be held at SMa City Campus. You are registered for Principles of Marketing (PMKTG).



I have appended the room schedule for your kind perusal:


Bridging to BCOM/BMC (10 - 16 September 2009) Room Schedule

Module
Session
Class Date
Class Time
Room Schedule


Principles of Marketing
1
10 Sep (Thu)
7pm – 10pm
SMa #05-03


Principles of Marketing
2
12 Sep (Sat)
9am – 5pm
SMa #05-03


Principles of Marketing
3
13 Sep (Sun)
9am – 5pm
SMa #05-03


Principles of Marketing
Exam
16 Sep (Wed)
7pm- 10pm
TBA




^ please double check plasma TV on the actual day for class room number

workout log 29-08

Front squat
2x80kg
2x80kg
3x80kg
2x80kg
3x80kg

Deadlift
5x1x110kg

Went to the park for some gymnastic work
4 rounds of 5 mounting the bar
3x8 swinging germans

5 tick tocks

Fooling around on the bar

I just realised i can't do basic level 2 gymnastic bar moves. wth i cannot spin myself around the bar