it's late and i have only 6 hours to sleep.

one thing i wanna write before i sleep.
my family has these resolutions that we write at the beginning of each year.Then we seal them up and open it after the year has past.We then check if we have done these things that we resolved to do. and these were my resolutions for the past 2 years

2008
Get a GPA of 2.8
Get a girlfriend
Work for at least 4 months
Make8 new friends

2009
Watch the Wrestler
Better Cardio
Like NS
Be something that people lookto and say wow

At the bottom of the page it writes "Merry belated Xmas and a new year to you Terence Tan"and"And you can do the same thing if you please"

The reason why i'm writing this on my blog and not my journal is because i feel like...i don't want to hide anything.I have done things that embrass me to no end but i want to be honest.
Let's be honest.

blogging from the nlb

I'm at NLB now,gonna study after i write this entry. This is written for remembering.
I just had a beer at SMU's cafe. The feeling of an ice cold beer and just watching the world go by is really amazing. I could do that all day long.

So wat has been happening in my life?
-Failed my driving
-Did my first weekend duty
-BARON DRINKING
-working

LOL 4 points WISH I COULD DO THAT IN MY PRESENTATIONS
my mom's taking a sewing class instead of her bible study class.Sigh
On one hand i support her cause i think it'll really get her to mix around with others instead of just staying at home.And plus she doesn't like her bible study class.Says she doesn't feel it.
That's where i don't approve.Cause i think there are times where i don't feel it but i try my best to do my best.And she's halfway through the course,3 years already. There are times when i don't really feel like i believe in god.esp when i wanna do stuff.but i know he's there. it's like being loved i guess. although they act like they don't love you,really they do? This should be understood in the asian context,esp if your parent was a typical chinese parent. TCP

Maybe i'm typing gibberish.

doo doo da

I've so many freaking things i wanna do. And on the other hand i've got my studies and work. Work from 9-6 then home i'm supposed to be studying.Then i've got my workouts i need to do.
Sometimes i really wish there was someone to order me to do this and do that,so that i don't have to figure out what to do for myself.Haha.Maybe that's how i wanna live life.Not thinking so much but more doing. Kinda mindless.

While area cleaning,i realised that one of the doctors listens to Gyspy Kings! hahaha wa.good taste in music.
work is boring and i have no time for chit chat but the people around me are good. :D

first time at zirca last week.rebel was TOO fucking crowded for a sat night. No space to move or dance. Zirca was ok and i would liked to have stayed there longer.first time i saw a girl go down on a guy. like 0_o haha. Hahah shit i think drink too fast.finished a baron in 3 breaths. too fast man.
I really like clubbing man.chiong ah.chiong

Oh btw i won't be writing down workout logs here anymore (thunderous applause from the 5 people who still read my blog) hehe
good night all