ha ha i can embed videos!

a thought before i go to work, it's always the people who call you brother/sister and want to do some ridiculous hand greeting that are the ones keeping the most secrets.

hi i'm at timos house now! i have links now! ha ha ha
i see timothy's stomach now. say hi timothy
"Hi"
ok i'm going back for dinner bye bye

MY wish this year is to be like fiona xie

i realised this yesterday watching 'best in asia' with eliza.
if i were an act cute little chinese xmm,i don't have to be smart or intellegent or know that australia is a continent on it's own. Just have big eyes and have a perky butt. And be small.
But i have to give respect where it is due. She's able to say fuck(excuse me) five times before 9pm while jade seah gets trashed for saying once.

oh and my sister got her driving license today! Round of applause everyone! Drinks on the house! she can drive me to work now hee hee hee

i have work tmr! ahh sharks.HAHA line of the month.Thank you abby for that line.
Anyone watching Avenue Q? I know khengsoon is watching

good night all!

Great Spy Experiment-Late night request

Oh, sorrow, won't you flow out?
These tired veins have dried. This tired soul has burnt out.
Collect her. Bring her back here next to me.
Cause I need her now. I need her touch so desperately.
So go now, don't come till the night is done.
And I will wait for you. Yeah, I will wait for you.

Oh, distance, oh why won't you disappear?
This electric love is so tiring and dear.
Collect her, bring her back here next to me.
Cause I need her now.
Oh yeah, I need her now.
So go now, don't come till the job is done.
And I will wait for you.
Yeah, I will wait for you.

Oh, won't you come? Like before..Oh, won't you go on down?
Yeah you know..Oh, won't you come? Like before..Oh, won't you stay awhile?

Oh, sorrow, won't you flow out?These tired veins have dried.
This tired soul has burnt out.
Collect her. Bring her back here next to me.I need her now.
Oh yeah, I need her now.So go now, don't come till the job is done.
And I will wait for you.
Yeah, I will wait for you.
Wait for you.
Wait for you, love.
Oh, won't you stay awhile?

Instead of sleeping,i'm posting the lyrics to this song at 11.49pm. This is my favourite song from a local band and my 2nd favourite song of all time :)
You realise how much you miss things once they leave you,opportunities the most. Places and things you could have done,could have been.
Good night all.
Love you all,although i don't say aloud.I'll say it to all of you one day.
Sun and moon.

workout log

9-10-08
Workout
Front squat 6 x 3 x 70kg

Overhead squat
2 x 6 x 30 kg (This one was very bad,knees kept opening up)

Push jerk
3 x 3 x 40 kg

Pullups
12,13,6,10,12,8

Some grip work

12-10-08
Front squat
6 x 2 x 70kg

High pull
2 x 5 x 30 kg
5 x 40 kg

I need rubber or olympic plates!!!!!!! I want to go nus and drop the weights there!!!! Sigh

Went swimming in the sea on sat. My family wanted to do a try out before any actual signning up took place. The sea is very hard, not so much of the waves pushing you to shore but the salt water. Blweahh. We swam 100m? but it took like 5 mins and the waves weren't very choppy. Not used to the salt. I think my mouth aged 20 years in that swim. Could preserve fish with a kiss. But there were alot of xmm there! hee hee.

Anyway anyone want a massage from me? I'm trying to learn massage.
My train of thought is not very straight today. ok off to buy a present and to play the piano and sleep.
i'm gonna quit my job soon!!!! ha ha ha

well something for the rest

quick post on the day before i sleep.
Got my working tee shirt! It's orange.haha.VERY BRIGHT ORANGE. I can walk in the middle of the shirt at night and not get hit by a car at all.

Workout today
Squat
7 x 2 x 70kg
min and half rest each

Pull jerk
3 x 3 x 40.8kg

Deadlift
3 x 3 x 80kg

Pullups
12,13,6,8,12

i can't embed youtube videos!!!!sucks
and my mom's laptop is infected with a virus!!!!! they nearly suspended my blogspot haahha.oh no

first post

the hardest part of doing anything is getting it off the ground,writting the first words. i wanna write something that will mean something,something that will make an impact,something that will make you think

i've finally finished my polytechnic. 3 and a half years. Much of it i don't remember or care to remember. i remember the embrassing moments the most clearly. now i need to be the student that i've always wanted to be during my schooling life. It's true what they say, you don't really know what you have until you've lost it. i've screwed away my polytechnic life big time. From doing things half heartedly to plain indifference, it lead from secondary school to polytechnic, polytechnic year 1,2,2 and a half, 3 to graduation. I've alienated most of my classmates from me. And what for?

I really can't answer that.But i can answer what i'm going to be. I'm going to be the person that i want to be.i'm going to be myself and i'm going to be me. i'm going to be the person i knew all this time that i could be. watch