i'm supposed to be reading through websites to find a course to study for. I told my mom that i'm taking marketing management.And i'm sure of what i want to do and i want i want i want i want to achieve. But i can't concentrate on the words. I keep staring at the lady wearing makeup and the black blouse. That's all.

It was supposed to be from primary to secondary to jc or poly if you couldn't cope with the jc life and then university.

where did it screw up? but i'm asking questions that i know.But i need to say it out so that my ears can hear and understand what my head knows.because my mouth needs to say and my ears need to hear and my mind needs to process and understand what it already knows because it has a way of knowing what to do,but not doing the right thing at all

"Take out the fabled angst machine,and let me in"
"but under these circumstances i'm not so keen"

It's hard.The reason why it's so hard is that i don't have something to oppose,to fight against.Like in primary school it was your psle,sec school it was your o lvls. It's hard.