Tuesday, August 25, 2009

long time no update

Hello again.
workout log 22-8
squats
5x7x80kg

Press
3x3x40kg

Random gymnastic work at playground

You know what i hate? I hate people who become a stereotype,i hate people who become a textbook model of a certain characteristic or personality. get your own sense of personality or sense of right and wrong.
I met this guy at the park, i have no idea what he is doing but he's prancing around waving his arms in the air on a freaking sat afternoon with your fbt shorts placed dangerously low. If you aren't homosexual, i don't know what you are. I really rarely dislike people but he get's on my nerves so damn much. So damn much.
I mean i do stuff in the gym and when i'm working out that make people stare and may seem out of place, but it's for a reason i do it.
Because
A) People don't know what it is and if you'd do some research,you'd find what i'm doing is normal
B) If you want to be better than the rest, you got to start doing things that others won't do due to whatever reasons they have

"I've got a confession to make/i'm your fool"
I'm reading tataric and spg's blogs now. Honestly,they make me feel good. Because they let me know that i'm not the only screwed up person in the whole wide world. Not to say that they are screw up,but more of a sense of...they are people who made mistakes and aren't afraid to show it. They don't know the way to go but by hell they're trying.And they reveal how they feel. Most of us aren't even comfortable with our sexuality. I admire them. Their boldness. I don't approve of their lifestyle but i love their forthrightness.

"I don't know if i'm right or if i'm wrong,but i'll try to see it through the end of the story"

I've spent too much time here again.
Time to read articles

3 comments:

Benj said...

SPGeers! Barbarella!

Don't you think we're still young people, trying to find who we are, which includes our sexuality? Not forgetting character too.

Btw do you have any SPG friends? Like for real ones.

terry said...

definately.i think some of us haven't gotten past the mindset of sexuality that we were taught to be in teenage life cause as we're in a traditional mindset of inhibited sexuality. If we already have problems with saying what we are feeling, can you imagine how do you express yourself if you are attracted to somebody? Haha
die la

None yet for spg friends.hahaha.It's not so much of being an spg but being sexually expressive.maybe they're confused but who isn't? we just don't think or act out as much as they do.

I knew the spg haha.i had a small crush on her back in my old church

Benj said...

I didn't read this any earlier!
Okay yea I totally get what you mean.

"CONFUSED!"
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